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| 12:02am 21/08/2003 |
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i dont write here, so you shouldnt read it
go read mytwofeet
or tentaizu.tk
ok bye |
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| aether |
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| 02:15am 08/06/2002 |
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mood:  excited music: the sound of the harddrive defragmenting
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i did today something i believe i was told not to do
i think i might possibly have ripped you into two
and now all i have is some masking tape and glue
to bring you back to the original way you were you
oh but i did other stuff to
i hung out with my cousin for a way too long time
and oh yeah:
i cant decide what is worse
us not going there tonight
or the fact that you said
you would go there tonight
op and was rushed out of my room, and came home
and did research
yay it worked kinda
and went to class almost ontime
silly 8:00 in the morning classes
how dare they allow me to take those
perhaps tomorrow will be full and interesting
and i get to buy paint - that is fun in itself
and i better get to do the thing that i wanted to do
today
night all
the mood has to do with a person perhaps?
i had fun |
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| 01:50am 07/06/2002 |
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mood:  predatory music: silence
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some things and i just cant say
but ignoring the last few facts of the day
i will feel better about what will soon be forgotten
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i hit peaks today
and passed them
made it furthen than ever before
and i feel it
inside of myself
and all over i am warm |
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| 01:35am 06/06/2002 |
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mood: complete music: until we die - - chantal kreviazuk
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i am trying i really am
i just cant do what i need to for me
i try but i dont have the time of the day or the day with the time
i will do better soon
i got some things done
i am just getting there slowly
moving towards what i need to do
and tomorrow:
circuits
work and research
other stuff?
circuits hw perhaps
and that stuff to set up the class switchy thing
and maybe people
and maybe sleep
or something
oh and i could finish that book
oh to do stuff, how interesting
how very interesting
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you knew you needed more time
time spent alone
with no distractions
you felt you needed to fly
solo and high
to define what you wanted
at that particular time
love incouraged me to leave
at that particular moment
i knew staying with you
meant deserting me
that particular month
was harder than you'd believe
but i still left
at that particular time
-- am
i do need to do more though
i think although i do some now
i should be doing more
doing better
before i lose the need to do everything
right?
time for sleep now
it is late
and i talked to many people today
they maybe need to do better
or maybe they just need to see that they are doing really well right now
some people listen to people to much
some people wait to much
some people care too much
some people worry about others too much
some people try to be who they arent
some people cant become who they want to be
some people dont think about others at all
some people dont sleep at all
and that last one is me right now
night
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you dont see me but i feel so exposed
each time there is a pause on the phone
i wish there was another button to press
so i could read your mind
in heaven we wont have to call
i will be with you spring summer and fall
but for now you'll be here and here in my arms
as the night goes by
that's what we do
can we do it until we die
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| ezu |
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| 11:57pm 04/06/2002 |
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mood:  cold music: heart of the house - - alanis
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i didnt paint
i didnt do stuff
bad me
i did read
i will do better tomorrow?
squeak - beep
textured tables
stick to my fingers
when i explore
their unknown surfaces |
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| 04:15pm 03/06/2002 |
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mood:  chipper music: dream today - - joydrop
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TODAY
IT IS TODAY |
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| 04:00pm 03/06/2002 |
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mood:  accomplished music: today - - poe <----- (ever heard that ? it is good)
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today is a day is a day
is the day
today is the day of the day
is a day
today is a day is a day is a day
today is the day
of the days
in the days
today is the day of the days
is the day
of the days
its a day
of some days
today is a day is a day is a day
its a day
yes, its a day
today is a day
today is the day of days and days
its a day
today is a day is a day
today is a day is a day is a day
today is a day
one of the days
today is a day
today
is day
is day is day
day
day
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| aether |
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| 12:21am 31/05/2002 |
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mood:  irritated music: what's simple is true - - jewel
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try and work and such things
do more do better
watch when you miss a step
sometimes you will catch yourself
sometimes others will catch you
sometimes you will fall
and be broken
sometimes you will be broken anyway |
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| 04:07am 30/05/2002 |
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i work on flash for hours
that is all i do
and i dont sleep
cry
but it is nice |
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| ezu - i want to ( when i wake up ) |
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| 03:11am 27/05/2002 |
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mood: happy music: flap head - aphex twin
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although today has taken place for only 3 hours it seems like it has been many becuase i feel like i have been talking about today all day or something like that. and now i think i am really tired because it is late, and so i am going to bed
but i am happy it was a good day.
and things are rattling in my head
empty two dimensional thoughts
lost in a hypercube packed with potential
when fortunes ring as though always believed. |
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| ui - where? |
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| 08:56pm 25/05/2002 |
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mood:  awake music: the new wild west - - jewel
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and so i am cleaning up my room here at home, and un packing so i can repack so i can move again in a week, it is sad but i kinda want to go back i like it there better i think?
ha ha my grades were bad, i will have to get over that but i guess maybe it is motivation to try harder or something, i will probably be ok. next quarter i think the classes are better anywya, and plus the mentor thing, makes life different?
so yes my computer is in my room, but i had it in the floriday room earlier, it was way nicer, and i think i would do much better poetry work on it out there, it would be lots better, but i guess i cant do that because i have no way to get internet connection out there, anoying.
while i was sitting out in the florida room with my computer , i was looking outside, because that is what happens in rooms with many windows, and i was looking next door at jill's bird feeder, little bird house on stick type thing, and it was bad becasue there was a squirrel that had climbed up it and was eating all the bird seeed. and all the birds were like flying around confused. It was sad, and i thought it would be agood stody to tell, what do you think jill?
ok. yes so back to cleaning now... |
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| i am home (aether) |
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| 12:32pm 23/05/2002 |
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mood:  bouncy music: my culture - - 1 giant leap ft. maxi jazz, robbie williams
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and i came home yesterday, and i was tired, so i slept quite a bit. But now i am all slept up, and ready to do stuff so i set up my computer, and now i am gonna go eat. But i want to see people because i only am here for a bit over a week, so i have to see all of you ok? Good.
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| 03:24pm 20/05/2002 |
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mood:  restless music: the hideout - - sarah harmer
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ok so i am all studied and ready for probability, i cant wait, can you?
well i am packing up now, and then i will have a meeting, and then i will have dinner, and then my exam.
the meeting is about fye mentors, they hired too many so now some of us really need to be less of fye mentors, and they are working on that. They want Kevin to resign and go take an office job since he is the president of the program, but he isnt up for it, which is slightly ghetto, but it is ok with me. I seem to still be teaching which is all good and great, but it is unsettled.
I need to pack up because i am not ready to move anywhere as things are now, which isnt good. So i am going to go pack and get ready for class, i will be around later tonight.
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| 01:01pm 20/05/2002 |
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mood: rushed music: goodbye to you - - michelle branch
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well it is my exam day,
I had circuits this morning at 7 and it went as horribly as expected, i will hope for the B in the class, but who knows how that will go. I have yet to understand how every question on the final exam can contain information from the last chapter covered in the class. Without understanding chapter 9, it was impossible to do correctly, when we covered chapters 1-9. Not very good if you ask me.
Computer Science was at 9:15, that went well. I think i did fine.
And now all that is left is Probability and Statistics at 6, if only he could have taught sometime this quarter. I guess i will do ok, it is open book and i plan on reviewing now ish.
This weekend was fun, prom was really great, I had alot of fun, even though I didnt go camping, but I did sleep for about 32 hours this weekend, which was good. It helped this morning when I got up forever early.
It seems as though I will be staying here over the summer. They have offered me the research, even though everything needs to become official soon, very soon. I will be staying here and working on this software. It takes an image, decomposes it using color algorithms, and then categorizes it by the locations of the colors in the picture. It then knows if it is a portrait, or a landscape, or whatever. Then it organizes it into a database, and will return other pictures that have similar patterns. This is very cool, (if it works). But whatever they are paying me to stay here, and I guess I will take a class.
I think it will be cool, I will have alot of time to myself, artsy time and stuff. And people will come visit i am sure. Well we will see.
I really need a place to live, and i am undecided if I want dorms, or UC apartments, I guess we will see what i can get this late in time. Ok time to go study for p&s.
talks laters |
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| 01:56am 15/05/2002 |
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mood:  contemplative music: party - - nelly furtado
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it is late, and i should have been asleep two hours ago, but i have been far too busy, last night i hardly slept at all, but i think i got some important stuff done.
school is pretty much over and i just have a few finals.
plans for the summer are ... undecided.
lets tell a story.
yesterday i felt stressed, i think.
now becuase pat doesnt get stressed he was very confused.
and third person helps.
and he was distressed because he wasnt sure what to do.
so there was something wrong with this.
and it needed to be changed.
and he hasnt decided how yet.
but it wont happen again
or he may cry
life should be happy
and he still believes this
so it has to be true.
so now pat is better, but he knows that something has to be different
or else bad things could come back
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| 01:10pm 09/05/2002 |
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mood:  melancholy music: the motivation proclamation - - good charlotte
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Take the Which Cartoon Character on Drugs are you? quiz, by ProtocolDroid.
since you all took that anyway i thought i should
hey and kerry helped me so i was able to complete a bracelet because she gave really really good instructions. good for her
hey i got the LEAD mentor job go me, i was happy.
i think i should have less classses, i think sometimes too many is too many, but maybe just maybe i am wrong. ummm ok and then i think i may have slept through some classes this morning, oops, ok now i go to other classes i will be back later tonight... (well really it is just a two hour review session that will hopefully get out early, and then a four hour poetry class that will get out early, i just hope it is very early.
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| 05:35pm 06/05/2002 |
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mood:  satisfied music: rebel heart - - the corrs
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yeah so i didn't do much work.
i am half registered, and i come back in a few months they are going to pretend to register me for more i guess.
and work didnt really get done, even though i did do the prob and stat hw which i guess is great and stuff. and now i have to go to that class because it starts in 20 minutes.
constitution tonight since the CE Labs are turned off and they are being checked or fixed or improved or something, all i know is that because of that i don't have to do my lab.
ok so stuff lots of it needs to be done?
and i don't want to do it, oh well.
time to continue on...
(Flash tonight really!) |
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| 01:45pm 06/05/2002 |
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mood:  full music: all is full of love (funkstorung mix) - - bjork
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i am behind, in this sure yes writing thing
but in school work i feel slightly as though doing nothing last week was a bad idea, since now i have far too much to do this week. let's see:
prob and stat hw (approx 30 minutes) due at 6 tonight
constitution (approx infinite hours) hopefully by tuesday at 11, if not by saturday
circuits test (approx 2 hours) tuesday at 2
vhdl lab (approx 4 hours) due tuesday at 4
comp sci lab (approx 1 hour) tuesday at 11:59:59
circuits lab (approx 2.5 hours) wednesday at 1
prob and stat test (approx 1 hour) wednesday night at 6 poetry essay/5 pages/last weeks hw (approx 2 hours) thursday at 6
not to mention, finding out about the LEAD job, probably tomorrow and also deciding what classes to take next year and/or this summer so i can be registered like a normal human, or something. Only two more weeks of school and then vacation that will be happy, i am excited.
ok time to go wander around down academic side, and see if i can find anything informational out about what classes to take...
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| 06:01pm 03/05/2002 |
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mood:  geeky music: drop in the ocean - - michelle branch
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i feel a little bit behind,
slightly backwards in time,
tilted and spinning on my side
ummm cs project icky, who really needs a heating simulator anyway, that sounds completely unnecessary i think.
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